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2012 new year resolution~

2012-01-04T06:56:00.000-08:00

so so so so manything was happen in 2012...

really make me down down down.. dunno since when i started to put on a fake smile...

n i think i pretty success in it.. cause no one noticed it...=P

so my 1st resolution....

PICK UP MY OWN APPLE'S SMILE...=D

LOOK INTO THE BRIGHTER SIDE...

in 2011, i can just tell u i spend really alot....

i work for half a year~ until now only able to save around 300..=.=

so... 2nd resolution....

SAVE MONEY!!!!

TRYING TO SAVE AT LEAST 10% OF MY SALARY...

dear lord, u need to help me in this...

My 3rd resolution..

BE THANKFUL....

GIVE THANK IN EVERY LITTLE THINGS..

Thanks for the healthy life i have, thank for the care from every1...

My 4th resolution...

LOVE MYSELF MORE..

BE THURTHFUL TO MYSELF..

simple..

that all i need n i want to achieve in this 2012...

hope is not the end of world yet..

Apple 4/1/12

understanding ~

2011-12-04T05:29:00.000-08:00

understanding...
hmm...
all the while i tot i m some1 who will understand ppl, think for others..
think for family, think for dear, think for collegues n friends...
understand them..

YET....THE FACT IS ...

I DO THINK FOR THEM...

BUT..

I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THEM...

FOR FAMILY...

I didn't back for monthssssssssssss to kampar...
Of course i tot of it.... few times told mummy will back this month~ will back next month..
broken promise....

FOR DEAR...

Just finish quarrel with him...
Something that i did wrong...
if i understand him, this won't happen...
as this... is hurting.. and killing his pride...
I think the whole night... only i found out why he get so angry....
anyway... settled...

FOR COLLEGUES...

I rejected lots of last minutes OT, help out...
and they work in a super lack of staff condition...
sometimes can even burst in front of them when i stressed up...
I didn't understand why everyone working is own way...

FOR FRIENDS

I really think for them 1 leh...
Tried my best to gather with them..
help them up....
company them when they are down...
But...
I seriously dun understand them...
I dun understand why can't come out from the shadow of old relationship since a years back?
I dun understand why still maintain the blurness since many years and many lessons that happen?
I dun understand why like to let people even thought she know he is not the one?
I dun understand her perfectionist as well...
All i mention above is my bestie for 3 and 1/2 years...

EVERYONE~

I'M NOT EMO-ING....

I just try to figure out whether i can do a little more for everyone of u...

YET I FOUND OUT...

MY STRENGTH IS JUST SO LIMITED...

I just a little human in this world..
Hard to fulfill everyone...

Just be myself....
And pray everyone having their happy life.... =)

20 sentence theat motivate me- from nick vijiji

2011-10-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

1、不要在流眼泪的时候做任何决定，情绪负面的时候说话越少越好。

2、不要去反复思考同一个问题，不要把所...有的感情都放在一个人身上，你还有父母，有朋友。

3、不要害怕做错什么，即使错了，也不必懊恼，人生就是对对错错，何况有许多事，回头看来，对错已经无所谓了。

4、有负面情绪是正常的，但是自己一定要知道，要明白这只是生活的一小部分，在其余时间里，要尽量的让情绪平稳起来。

5、那个人，突然不联系你了，很正常;那个人，突然又联系你了，也很正常，这什么也不用说明。

6、如果不懂，就说出来，如果懂了，就别说，笑笑即可。

7、一切的烦恼都是自找，因此也只能自己解决，不要找朋友哭诉，找他们去打球。

8、说过的话一定要做到，即使是很蠢的话，再蠢也比言而无信好。

9、无论发生怎样的变故，不要打破生活原有的规律，要按时吃饭，按时睡觉。

10、不要去害怕做一件事，不要害怕触景伤情，不要害怕说错话，不要害怕想起过去，不要害怕面对未来。

11、无论是对是错，你需要有一个准则，你的行为应该遵循这个准则，并根据现实生活不断的修正。反反复复优柔寡断的人，是不可能讨人喜欢的.在对错之间徘徊的人，形象不如从错到对的人正面。

12、当他说：“让我们冷静一段时间好吗？”的时候，要冷静的说好，然后挂掉电话。不要哀求，他不是来征求你的意见的。

13、不要把心底的话全掏出来，这些是只属于你的财富。

14、不要和一个人和他议论同一个圈子里的人，不管你认为他有多么可靠。

15、当你不知道和他说什么的时候，那就什么也不要说，沉默有无限种含义。

16、不要追求什么结果，每个人结果都一样，就是死亡。

17、不要后悔，无论怎样都不要后悔，后悔的情绪比你所做错的事更加可怕，因为这会摧毁你的自信，自尊以及很有可能让你去做一件更错的事。

18、无论遇到什么事情，都要对自己说：这是正常的。而不要说：我怎么这么倒霉？或是：他怎么这样？那些遇到汶川地震，911或印尼海啸的人很多都没有机会抱怨了。比起他们，生活中的一些波折都是正常的，今天也许你的男朋友离你而去，你会觉得自己是世界上最惨的人，但是别忘了也许这世上同时有几十万个姑娘和你有着同样的遭遇，只是你不知道而已。

19、不要担心嫁不出去，更不要因为年纪大了草率结婚，担心嫁不出去总比担心老公出轨要离婚，小三抢财产要好.担心嫁不出去只是担心而已，心情好了还照样过原来的日子，老公真要离婚那才是真的麻烦。

20、一定要明白，自己所做的一切都是为了追寻一种状态，一种自我的满足感和幸福感.不要害怕什么，这世上可供害怕的事太多了，你是害怕不完的。有事情，就解决，不能解决，那就拉倒。

ORIENTATION WEEK...

2011-10-04T04:15:00.000-07:00

whether is it useless or not....
depend...

BUT...
it definately more useful if have it 3months ago..

it's ok... it make us meet up our dear old fren that dint meet for months..

I just miss U

2011-09-24T09:34:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. nothing much too say... Your caring always make me feel so secure

You always think about me..

No matter how tired are U

You always understand me..

No matter how fussy am I

This is U...

Sayang me with heart and soul

This is ME..

Who lucky to have U beside

I Miss U Honey =)

About him

2011-09-22T01:36:00.000-07:00

Thanks for your CARING

Thanks for your KINDNESS

Thanks for your UNDERSTANDING

Thanks for your PATIENCE

Thanks for your TRUST

Thanks for your TRUTHFULNESS

Thanks for your CONSIDERATION

Thanks for your RESPECTNESS

Thanks for your FORGIVENESS

Thanks for your TENDERNESS

I know this all is from your LOVE that in your BOTTOM HEART..

THANKS MY DEAR... =)

Exciting Redang day 2 !!! part 2 + day 3

2011-06-29T06:37:00.000-07:00

after snorkeling~ I go for my beach volleyball while others is going back to bath~

I really happy as in the game~ there is french~ there is Italian~ There is lots ppl from different culture and nation~ But all of us is so enjoy in the game~ Dun have those stupid racism~

After that ~ Of coz~ dinner!!!! this is the only meal that I really can enjoy and eat my normal portion as i finally no need to scare about vomiting during snorkel~

After that~ Amri bought us to have a walk around the island~ We went Laguna KTV~ hehe

U can sing free there~(in public) and play pool~ hehe~ i got an extra token from Amri~ i dunno how he got it~

They playing poker~ and hannah is a total beginner for it~ hehe

Here is the famous more more tea inn~

After that is our free time~ Kim and Engina went to rest on the swing while me and hannah enjoying the summer singer great voice and summer point~ seriously~ she can KO all the singer in those called station 1, wings, etc~~

The Next destination~ BIG ROCK~
here is our destination to looking at moon rise, shooting star, sunrise and those natural creation~ (this is one of my dream that i could lie at somewhere and look at star at moon ~
and i did it!)

of course we do sleep on the rock~ is not so easy to stay awake all the time~ hehe~
Finally!!!! Sunrise!!!!!! so so so nice!!!!!

Hmmm~ it's time to leave this beautiful island~ let's have last chatting with all our fren~
dunno when can meet them again~

Let's take some photo!!!!

We bought a BFF shirt from redang as souvenior for ownself~

This is the beach volley court~ i know the net is lower than normal~ but is ok~

Bye Bye Redang!!!!

Exciting Redang day 2 !!! part 1

2011-06-27T09:03:00.000-07:00

Day 2!!!

Early in the morning~ Of coz have to eat breakfast~ but no photo here ya~ hehe

and this is our swimming look~ We are moving to marine park!!!! hehe!!!

We SIT AT FRONT OF THE BOAT!!!!!!! (i very scare actually ><)

We rented a underwater camera so that we can take a lot of nice nice picture under the sea~ It cause Rm 70~ reasonalable

This is something done by Amri~~ called RING BUBBLE!!!

This called sea eel~~ or more commonly~ unaki~ yes~ the 1 u eat in sushi shop

Resting at marine park platform~ middle of the sea~ hehe

ARMI THE JUMPER!!!! Nice photo by Amri and Jeff...

This is taken at a sinked ship~

On the way back for our lunch~ hehe~ We saw turtle here~

hehe~ i slept and the naughty Amri juz took my sleeping photo~ ==

ANOTHER SNORKELING SECTION~

hehe~ this cute chubby fish called BOBO fish~

Jelly fish~~^^

Sea cucumber ~ haha

And this is a snorkeling trip that not in schedule~ thanks to Jeff, Amri ,Ayie ya~hehe
We went there by boat + speed boat~ come back by swim!!

Turtle!!

We actually saw a shark as big as engina~ but tak sempat to take photo~
Swim ah Swim ah Swim~~ We reach in redang again lo~ haha~ take some photo 1st~ hehe~

End our snorkeling trip with a group Photo~ ^^

My day~ wont end like that~ Stay tune for the 2nd half of day 2 !!!!

Exciting Redang day 1!!!

2011-06-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

YEA!!! Redang here i come!!!! On 21/06/11, BFF ( hannah, kim, engina and me) took 11pm bus and depart to Kuala Terengganu!!

7 hours later....We reach at the Redang Beach Resort(RbR) office~

1st breakfast in K.T~ not so nice~ but it never reduce my excitement of redang~hehe

Jetty!!!! I get nearer and nearer to Redang!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!! I'M IN PULAU REDANG!!!!!!!

After some briefing~ We move in to our room!!! hehe~ K65

here is our room!!!

1st snorkeling section!!!!! Thx Jeff for bring us to explore the sea~ haha~ out of 4~ 3 dunno how to swim~ haha~
In the 2nd snorkeling section~ Kim Engina and me was just so lost as 3 of us also dunno how to swim~ thx Ayie for being helpful ya~ Bring us see baby shark~ i saw 5!! hehe

And also Thx amri for bring us into the sea again as Kim and Engina unable to see the shark in the 1st time~

Our night look~~

Dinner time!!!!

Some sport after dinner would be good!!! LET'S PLAY POOL!!!

We are going to find blue sand!!!! Yea~ Thank Amri again~~~

Of course~ Apple won't let her night end like that~

Yo!!! Open Air Disco!!! Dance on Sand with Slipper ~ and funny DJ!!!!

You Just cant imagine what he say~~ haha~

No photo available cause i juz too enjoy!!! ^^ WOOHOO~~

Yo Yo Yo ~ new contact lens!!

2011-06-20T02:24:00.000-07:00

Hehe~ my new contact lens reached le lo~~ Hmm~ i bought 3 pairs~ Dunno whch 1 to wear~ (=.=)

tomorrow night will be depart to Redang lu~~ EXCITED!!!!

Nemo.. Turtle.. Shark..Whale ~~~ Wait for me ya ^^

Sun... Beach... Wind... Sand~~~ Wait for me too~~~ ^^

But rain please get lost ya~~~ haha~

this week~

2011-06-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

this is such a special week~ hehe~ what should i say~ ok~

15/06/11
my birthday!!!! haha~ turn adult officially~~ ^^
this year not really have surprise or celebration ~ as it is a LJM day also~
Yet i receive a super nice and sexy dress from nicole , hannah, and kim~ thx dear~ will wear it when i really slim down~~

the shinning blue sexy dress~~

16/06/11
I think most of my coursemate will thought i crazy d~ hehe~
Bcoz it is our graduation dinner with my lecturer ~ and only 1~
But i choose to go to an usual volleyball training rather than the dinner~
Hmm~ i admit i crazy~ But it juz feel weird if i dint go volleyball on thrsday~
And also thanks Kai Li , Jin Yi, Pei Yan and my volleyball gang to give me a card and 2 pieces of cake~~ hehe ^^ Thx ya~ the card is real nice~

i like the apple very much ^^ inside wrote~ an apple a day~ keep a doctor away

here definately is all the wishes + long letter

17/06/11
My graduation party!!!
haha~ awesome event!!!! i juz enjoy~ juz love it~ haha~
took lots of photo~ this is my last memory in Sun-U~
I will miss U all definately~

the door gift

An graduating gift from ms Sukhbeer

Pose

I love this photo the most!!! every 1 is so so happy!!

18/06/11
Unexpected day~
i thought i will juz sit at home~ doing nothing~ wait time pass and go church in night~
suddenly~ Miao Hui~ long lost touch fren~ called for a movie~ hehe~ Green Lattern/ green tanglung(according to hannah bro) hehe~ after that lunch~ then church~ i not even got time to come back take my bible~ TT ~ then end up~ haha~ i never sit on my house sofa~ haha~

19/06/11
Not an usual day~yet dunno how to descride~ hehe
today help Amy and Aili move out from hostel~ have a visit in Palmville~ It so nice~
Then snowflake~ normal~ haha~ then i decided to go wash car~ (those with high prssure machine 1) Amy was so scared and scream in car~ haha~ this is my 1st try also~ Rm 3~ ok la~ very clean!!! hehe~

Ok~ tomorrow is another week~ look forward to it!! i must look at the bright side~ forget about hte price tag!! ^^

14/6/11 what a day

2011-06-14T05:11:00.000-07:00

Slept very late last night..... Unable to wake up early....

But before I wake up...Receive my 1st 21stBirthday gift from a fren who stay far~

It unique~ never got ppl give me perfume~

Thx Ah wu~~

There a card inside too~ the sentences that i like the most is~
Friend forever~
That mean he understood what i told him d =)

In the afternoon~

There is something unexpected happen~

And this unexpected thing...giving me lots of trouble~

Very sad and guilty~haiz~

So sorry to them~

And the night is just start now~

Wish tonight can end peacefully~~~

2011-06-13T02:16:00.000-07:00

最近爱上看部落格。。也爱写。。。
就觉得看看人家的心情。。写写自己的想法也是不错的 =)

Back to the city..... I miss Kampung

2011-06-12T04:24:00.000-07:00

hey ppl~ I come back le!!!

This trip back to hometown really memorable~

On Thursday~ i meet a relative that i never met ever since i move out from my granny house~ Then have a awesome shopping with my brothers mummy and my bro's GF...Bought 2 pairs of shoes~ 1st time having a brown colour shoes^^ LOVE IT!!!

On Friday~ have a tea chattng time with my Dearest gege Johnson, Darling pei juan, botak belove, cutie kimiro, lianglui Elaine, lin wei and some new fren~ jia hui and jackie~

At first~ i thought i juz an ordinary chattime and support kimiro who sing at Gold label~

Then in a sudden~ pei juan and me also sing at the cafe for the 1st time~ (nervous >.<)

After a while~ play poker lo ~~ laugh laugh laugh XD~ for those there know why i laugh lo~

Suddenly....kimiro sing birthday song~ then my gege take a bear bear cake come out from a corner...

I'M SO SO SURPRISE!!!!

Thank You So Much Johnson gege... XOXO

After that~ Pei Juan suggest to drink beer~ so we went to 21st lo~~

Suddenly~ i have a feel that want to drink black label~~ ( and really got a fren called Sky willing to give out his black label ) hehe~ =P

Then all of us go westlake lo~ We sing sing loud play play laugh there~with the guitar~ haha( Thanks Jia Hui)..

The awesome part is in a place called Harvard's Arbor... But why so awesome...

hmmm...

I dun want to tell you!!!! =D

Finally we went gany corner had our breakfast before we go back..

By the time we reach is 645am le~

Thanks for all of you~ especially those we need to wake up early ~ =)

Thx gege too as never drink because of need to send me back~~ hehe~ XOXO

This is really a memorable 1 for me~ never thought can sing in a cafe, beside a lake and play at arbor untill the sun arise~~

YOU GUY'S AWESOME!!!!

WooHoo~~~^^

2011-06-08T03:05:00.000-07:00

I like this week!!!

I met a lot of relative during my auntie open house..

I enter Casino De Genting and win some money... but all give to mummy d...

I have a nice pasar malam trip with Siew Lee after a long time..

I bought a new bag and I love it ^^

I do my NCLEX question and workout as what scheduled...

My little LJM test result is out of my expectation... I got 72~~ hehe=P (Apple Jia You!!!)

And...

I going back my dearest hometown soon!!!! ^^

When i reached there~ cant online o~

Dun miss me o =P

easy come...easy go?

2011-06-02T22:59:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... for begin a relationship~ it seem like just as simple as~

"I like you !!!! would you be my GF/BF?"

"You are the diamond in my eye!!!! You are the 1 that i looking for so long!!! I will love you with all my love, heart and soul!!! can u company me for the rest of my life?"

A "Yes" A "Hug" A" nod head"

Everything begin....

It seem like just this simple right? In this type of romantic atmosphere it hard to be reject...

When come in to maintain a relationship

1st 3month...

"baby I miss U so much"

" Dear i can't sleep without sms you a goodnight."

"Darling... I love you!!! MUACKSS!! XOXO"

SWEET!!!!!!
3rd - 6th month

all the statement above in 1st -3rd month is getting lesser and lesser~~~~~~~~~~~~

6th - 1 year

" Why u dint reply my sms?"

" Why u never call me this few days?"

" Hey dear, I miss u badly.. Can You answer my call?"

and always the reply will be....

" Can u juz be independant and stop disturb me for while??"

" Oh Dear.....I forget~~~~"

"Plz...Stop it la.... i juz need some silence..."

finally... End up in seperation

Either 1 side will stuck in memory~

those day that still stick together ...

those day that got ppl care u... help u chase the loneliness away...

And start missing those day... and it hard to let go...it take time to forget..

stuck in the past = nil move on in life

when know there is no chance to back in to past...

Cry.... No appetite...Mood swing... Emo.... Insomia.... Depress..

If thing go worst...

It become the familiar case in newspaper ----- Commit Suicide

Ermmm~ Is it still easy come... easy go?

think twice before u want to staat a relationship~~

*** this post is not applicable to all the relationship , only those that i know recently.***

yea!!! BA ZHANG!!

2011-06-02T03:29:00.000-07:00

Today auntie didn't cook.... So I my lunch i need to settle myself lo~

And it is .....Ba Zhang^^... (from nic's grandma) hehe =P

And I ate 2... (must diet >.<)

hehe~ look at the photo bie~

Got mushroom,meat,dry oyster

Restart of my blog

2011-06-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

Decided to start blogging again
I think here is the best place to express~
consider officially graduate from Sun-U,
but next week still got revision class..=.=
anyway~ i finish my 3years course~
I MAKE IT!!!!
haha~ some 1 sure very disappointed as she nvr ever tot i can finish it~
LAlalalalalalala~~~ miniminibubu~
it start happily but didn't seem like end peacefully~
at least some 1 feel like i waste her petrol for driving from kl to sunway~ hmmm~
anyway~ have to sleep now~morning tomorrow again~ night world ^^

我是女生

2010-07-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

我是女生。。
虽然我没有娇滴滴的声音。。
可是。。
我会用我最温柔的声音来关心你。。

我是女生
虽然我没有名模的猫步
可是
我有最快的脚步
来帮助你

我是女生
虽然我没标致的五官

可是。。。
我有聆听的耳朵
安慰的眼神
鼓励的话语
在你需要的时候

我是女生。。
虽然我没有完美的外表
可是我有一颗爱你的心
能给你最完美的爱

shopping day

2010-07-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

wow...i never tot i can spend that much in a day!!!\
let's calculate....
1 lagging + 1 shirt = Rm 54
1 blouse = Rm 39
1 2 in 1 shirt = Rm 39.50
scaft = Rm 20
sing k = Rm 20
lunch = Rm 25
stationery = Rm 30
coin box = Rm 10
Total = Rm 237.50
ok..its doesnt matter if i bought what i needed....
BUT...
i still not yet buy my contact lens =Rm 120
my listerine still can use for 2 more day like that..another Rm 20
a movie ticket for predator = Rm 12
and all the daily expenses........

today is 4/7/10....
God... Plz bless my financial for this month....
God i love u....

pain

2010-06-30T06:49:00.000-07:00

so long dint touch my blog....
now i come back again...
with tear in my eyes...
how can u talk such a thing to me?
i am juz caring.... care bout u more than me ...
how can u say i not appreciate what u do for me...
i remember it every moment....
how can u juz ignore me?
i wait and thinking of you every minute every second...
i in pain... a severe heart pain.....

hurt....disapointed...

2010-04-09T04:56:00.000-07:00

apple hurt....
just dunno y...
something that already plan so so so long time.....
and...it just in a short distance..... just 15min of bus and reach....
and...no need stay over...just play and home....
a trip that as simple as that....
delaying for 1 and half years..
let u all set the date...let u all set the time....
let u all arrange...
and finally...in a so so last minute...
u r telling me....
can we dun go?
as i want to do something....
meeting...camp arrangement.... bible study....
tell me all those SHIT reason...
u meeting 24/7?
u arrange 24/7?
u study 24/7?
hey...ppl...others plan to g0 cameron 3days 2 night.... can arrange and go nicely...
hey...ppl...others want to go redang....3days 2 night...arrange and go nicely!!!!
they having the best memory during their student time!!!
and what u having??? or should i say....WHAT WE HAVE IN OUR STUDY LIFE????!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously...every trip u all telling me... i treat it as SUPER important thing....
and ...
what i have....
is disapointment....
1 time and 1 time...
everytime..
when i excited to go have fun with u all...
when i longing and hoping so long....
when it almost come true...
u telling me...
your dream will not come...
do u feel what i feel?
i just simply want to have a memory that we can go a trip...
IS THAT SO HARD????

THIS TIME.....
i really fell HURT....DISAPOINTED.....

AND...
THIS TIME....
YR SORRY....CANT GET MY NEVERMIND!!!!.....

basic camp'10

2010-04-05T08:03:00.001-07:00

YEah... come back from camp le.....
I'm Back in a brand new me...!!!
Learn alot...But dun know how to express here....
THX for every 1 helping me..
my teammate
my fren
my leader
Thx all of u......

nursing...posting

2010-03-17T00:10:00.000-07:00

wow...quite a long time dint touch my blog d....
gonna to update some interesting cases happen in my posting...
In Acc OT....
1st...found out that amputation is not juz chopping off only.....have to cut nicely also...
N... our toes bone is look alike to chicken toe bone....
2nd...thx for Dr.C give me a chance to become a scrub nurse...
so kan cheong n nervous lo...
cut patient's skin...muscle...blood come out...=P
Anyway..is a good experience....^.^
And also...heard a funny story from a doctor...
that is...A Dr come back from russia...teach medical student to diagnose appendicitis from chest x-ray=.=
there is a nice n cute doctor called Dr.F also...
All then nurse there give a very good cooperation...a lot of teaching n orientate....
MISS THERE....
Then i go to Gen. OT...
There is alot of big or major cases...
which cant c in Acc OT...
The 1st case i saw in OT is super long....
start at 830am until 130 pm only finish a quater only...
so sleepy...+.+
then we change to c omentectomy...
that operation also use 7 hours to finish....
respect those doctor that they can still concentrate well although in that tired mode...
the 2nd day more easy to passed laa...
hehe..i met Dr.C again...
He come for doing hemithyroidectomy...
i dun know y all my fren dun want go in that room...
so i juz go in loo....
N thx GOd he still that nice...tell me where is thyroid...where is trachea...
N then he also explain very nicely to me what is iguinal hernai...
hehe....
N i also g0t a chance to c what is cholecystiatis...
when they doing the operation....wanted to pull out the gall bladder...
N sudden it broke n all the bull spread to the doctor the nurse cloth...
N the stone is like a plum....hard n black...
N today....i got a chance to observe colonostomy...
the colon is full wif feces as there is a tumor obstructing the colon...
n is super long...
N last n not least...
i saw a emergency caesarian...the doctor n nurse is so efficient..
the use less than 10min n the baby is out....
so CUTE!!!!!
i hv to admit....I LOVE BABY!!!!
haha....
MAternity ward...i coming!!!

get well soon...

2010-01-30T22:16:00.000-08:00

visit her ytd...
everything is more severe than i think...
nephrotic syndrome...SLE...DVT....CBD....cant walk....edema whole body....
honestly....if i didnt make sure the bed number...
i really can recognize her...
she is so sick..she is so sad....so negative...=(
she juz hope can go home for new year....
But is seem impossible le....
oh God...help her plz....

hope u understand

2010-01-24T08:30:00.000-08:00

Dear....i want to clarify...
i admit that i was not calm enough when facing and handle problem...
But...in that case....
i go search for help in higher level is becoz is really no way out if juz by our own power...
dun u think so?
Beside that...Do u think that it really annoyed and unprofessional to tell this kind of thing in the class and in front of student?
In any purposes....is kind of like threatening for me.....threaten like if we didnt wear uniform to schul then cut down the uniform...
i would like to tell u...it is possible that Sis.BY will agree to that suggestion....
As it benefit them....
search for help...juz to prepare for any uncertain....
Not to blame...
i hope u can understand...
that different way of handling case can lead to a same goal....
n u can use yr way also....
But what i did is done....
i listen to u n remove the post...as it true of what u say....thx for reminded...
But hope u understand...my blog only availabe for few fren who close...
And i think if is spread out also is our student...
which i dun think they is so 'KIND' to her laa....

18/01/10

2010-01-18T08:54:00.000-08:00

......spending the whole day in 1 utama alone......
venue: wong kok
time:1930-2100

my table number...97

juz remember to take foto after eat

this is what company me....

Their hv a nice new year decoration...=)

Venue: starbucks
Time: 2130-2200
(half ah hours is in blur and lost mode...coz i cant find the way=.=)

This is juz open and put there....
coz the nicest thing there is......Free WIFI access...=P

After...lepak-ing finally hv to do serious thing...
when serious...no foto...haha...
And that is my day^0^

1st blog in 2010

2010-01-02T10:17:00.000-08:00

3/1/10 2.:16am
erm....think back 2009.....
made a lot of decision...
and change a lot of me....
thanks those who hurt me....
u teach me a lesson....
thanks those who care on me...
u give me a lot of secureness...

FLASH BACK....

is a touching year...
in nursing life...
our 1st nurses day
out 1st future nurses club lunch....
our 1st posting in SJMC...
from senior become super senior

in volleyball...
from a club that really inactive and become active
from a single lady and form up a team
go for competition either big or small...
everything happen is a sweet memories...

in questnet....
from a simple student...
become a half biznus woman
from no teammate..
to a team of 15..
for every1 who c my changes..

in personal..
from a gal that not believe exist of God....
to a gal that will Thanks to God...
from a gal that lonely...empty...
to a gal that God company along...

Dear Jesus..
Thanks to company me along the way...
Thanks that always give me chance to change and come back to u...
Thanks that U love me so much...
Thank for your guide...protect...
Thanks for built me up...
Thanks for always forgive me...
for any mistake and disappointment that i done...
Thanks for listen to my prayers....
Thanks for help me a lots in my family
Thanks for protect my family...
Thanks for protect all my fren..
Thanks for helping me that much...
Thanks for nvr give up me....
Thanks God...

the truth that u leave

2009-12-28T03:47:00.000-08:00

经过某个朋友的部落格。。
听到这首歌。。这个音乐。。
好听。。好温柔。。

想起你的琴声。。
还悠扬的飘入我耳际。。
好感触。。

actually...what is the truth that u leave?

untitle

2009-12-24T01:29:00.000-08:00

dun know put what as a title...
i happy and feel satisfied with what i having rite now...
my life....
i know how shld i go on le...
i'm growing up a bit more le...

from now on...
i want to live wif no blame...
i want to live wif no regret...
i want to live wif what i want...

somethng i dun nid it..
somethng i want it so much...

and i know....

what i want...
i can hv it by myself...
what i no nid....
dun care le...

if really is like that d...
then let it be like that baa....

P/S: is ok if u dun understand this...is totally for myself...
but i think my sis can understand it very well...=P

haha...finish exam d..

2009-12-03T20:11:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!!!YEAH!!!!
I FINISH EXAM D!!!!
1st thing i want to do...sleep kao kao...
2nd thing i want to do is sleep kao kao too...
3rd thing i wantto do is still slepp kao kao...
haha....
i so so so happy!!!!
YEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!

bloody day

2009-11-14T21:35:00.000-08:00

finally learn bout blood taking la....hehe
so excited yet so scary
coz lecturer say...hv to practise on each other!!!!
lolx....actually i quite scare of needles...
maybe bcoz also kena cucuk when i m young....
so quite scary when listen to that...
haha...but finally i kena cucuk 3 times...
so i thnk i wont scared of that anymore...
hehe...

A memorable for my hand

the 1 who I cucuk is the 1 who cucuk me

our blood....1 of it is mix alrdy....another 1 is mine

miss home...

2009-11-03T05:42:00.000-08:00

i dun know why...
started to homesick
i come KL for 2yrs...
this 1st time....
i miss home a lot
i miss mummy..i miss her hand...that always hold me gentlely when i fall
i miss bin bin..who always make me laugh when i unable to smile..
i miss chou zhu..who will always hug me when i nid it so much..
i so regret that i didnt cherish that at all when i have it..
and now..everythings i hv to face myself...
every tough way i hv to gone through by myself...ALONE...
i want to go home..i want to hide inside my little blanket..
sleep nicely...cry nicely...
i want home..
i want my brother....
i want my mummy...
i want daddy..
i dun want in this stupid f***ing world..
so complicated..
every 1...altot how close r u...
u wont know who is enemy....who is fren...
except family...
the only 1 that support u...
NO OTHERS!!!!!!

come bck and nvr turn bck

2009-10-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

i know the title is really confusing...
plz forgive me as my english is really not good...paiseh...:P
ok...
whoever got view my facebook know that i going bck to the busy apple again...
busy apple?
my fren know me in sem 2 is busy until which extend....
no time to sleep...
after class is working...
8am go out...12 am reach home...cant find me in hostel except i sick or exam
lolx....
in sem 3...
everone in my house is so surprised that i at home direct after class..
"apple...kenapa u kat sini?""tak keluar kah?"
haha...dun know answer how many time d...
n now...they will have to ask another question..
"...,mana apple pergi??""tak jumpa nya satu hari pun..."
haha..serios...i have ignore lots of thing in this sem...
bcoz of the unusual changes of this sem...
sudden posting...sudden this...sudden that...
untill i hv no time to plan for my stuff....
n now...
i done my planning...
so...busy apple is come bck d...
fren...i will miss u all always..^^
love u all..^^

令我流泪的音乐

2009-10-25T05:03:00.000-07:00

梦中的婚礼。。
应该会弹琴的朋友都听过。。。
而我。。今天第一次听。。
流泪了。。。
也不懂为什么。。
好哀伤的旋律。。
好伤心的曲子。。。
然而。。也透露着某种心情。。
某种渴望。。。
我无法把那种感觉形容出来。。。

我此刻的心情很复杂。。
也不懂如何形容。。
很感动。。是唯一我可以口述的形容词。。。

frendship

2009-10-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

is thr any frenship can last forever?
is thr any fren that really dun mind to help u when u needed?
is thr any 1 can b thr when u need a shoulder to cry?
is thr any1 to share when u r happy?
is thr any 1 who can really share secret n nvr spread it?
is thr any 1 who still will remember u after busy for a day?
when fren got bf/gf will them still will spend time wif u?

and actually....
what a fren mean?

every 1 need fren...
but what a fren mean?
to share ?
to care ?
or to use ?

past few hours

2009-10-22T00:29:00.000-07:00

sien n alone in classroom...thinking n flash back what happen few hours ago...
ERM...what i hv done...
think think think.................................................!!!
why seem like nothing...lolx...
SERIOUS!!!!
i hv done nothing!!!!!
after class go breakfast wif siew lee...
after that get the news -class cancelled...
then bck to class...
n start facebook-ing...
then makan again with "family"
then come bck...
sing sing play play n now....
bloging....
lolx....what a good way or WASTE of 4hrs...
good laa...when exam coming then shout for God laa...mummy laa..daddy laa...
lolx....what a small apple that really do thing follow mood....
better hv a change on it....lolx.....
^(.(..).)^----look like me laa....lazy apple...lolx

i m going to 20

2009-10-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

lolx...
think think...
in 2month time..
i will b going in 20...
OMG...when i juz reliase this..
i really really surprise n shock...
i cant accept....
i going to 20...n i always tell myself that i still hv lots of time but actually i m not...
my goodness...
hv to think bout my future seriously d...
no play play anymore.....

apple n fren

2009-10-20T01:33:00.000-07:00

really miss all fren that long time nvr contact....
many reason that nvr contact...
some of them go oversea d..
some of them busy n wanna contact them also cannot..
some of them is after quarrel..then lost contact
some of them refused to contact me coz of some reason....
lolx...
actually apple really miss u all....
apple is a gal that really need fren..
fren..
for apple..is really important..
apple like to go out wif fren...
chatting wif fren...
but some of them are really lost contact after some reason/incident happen..
lolx...
why muz be like that geh?
apple feel so down/unhappy/lost(whatever..dunno how to describe that feeling)

apple want to clarified something....
apple with b fren to every 1..
no wonder u r my ex or i reject u b4 or quarrel or other stuff....
apple juz dun want to lost fren after a change i s status or anything....
lolx....

i love guitar...

2009-10-19T09:12:00.000-07:00

lolx...
recently addicted quite serious to musical instrument...
dun know why also....
i like piano d most...but it v hard to learn...
so learn guitar 1st loo...
walao...
after i play only i know guitar can play like that...
so good...
so now... i love guitar...
but still prefer piano..
lolx...
piano is my dream...but still cant get anyone to teach me yet...

ok..now i crazy wif guitar....
i play on saturday more than 3 hrs...
on sunday ard 2 hrs..(coz got volleyball)
on monday ard 5 hrs
now my fingers cant feel anything except pain when typing or pressing..
lolx...
i dun know is that every beginner will b like that...
or i too crazy inside d...
lolx...somemore exam on wednesday...
think think tomorrow cant play d...
exam is more important...
Thx for my guitar trainer...Ah yan(come bck from england d oo)
Qi soon...n Ling...who translate my song in chord with so much effords....thx^^

my life...

2009-10-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

these day really think alot..
about my life...
my future...
what i should do...
what i shouldnt..
where is my limit
what should i limit
lots of question run through my mind...
lot n lots of stuff that i dun know n dun want to tell any 1 except my dear God...
is not i refused to tell
is not i want to hide from u all...
i just dun know how to express..
maybe like the word say today...
when yr mind is peace...yr body is free from anything...n silent..
u will only able to say or express out what u think...what u want..
and think think what u should do...
let God settle for u...let God listen to u...
let yr spirit close to God...
let God listen to u..help u...
Let's pray to God...
my dear Lord in heaven...
plz do listen to my prayer..
plz let my mind free from those are bad..
plz do let my spirit close to u...listen to u...
plz to guide me along this hard way...
oh Lord...
thx for always be wif me when i need some 1 so much
thx for always listen to my complaint...
lead me in my way...help me in my life..n let me see yr wonderful power..
oh Lord..plz do forgive what i hv wrongly done...
plz do save me for dropping to hell..
plz do forgive me
i m sorry Lord..
for hurting u so much...
for my wrong doing...
Oh Lord..
plz forgive me...
this prayer is pray on Lord name...
Amen...

random

2009-10-17T11:43:00.000-07:00

juz cant sleep is this cool midnight..
come n dunno write what...
y i cant sleep?
coz thinking too much?
i m thinking...
shld i wear bck my mask ?
or juz b the real apple?
what happen today is juz nothing much...
but i juz confused..
n keep going ard the qt...
feel like in a deep ocean...
no ppl can listen althought how loud i m shouting....
haiz...
what i can say is...
life will b nvr b easy....

long long pasar malam....^^

2009-10-15T00:23:00.000-07:00

so long in KL...1st time go pasar malam...
hehhe^^
heard tat is the longest pasar malam in KL oo...hehe^^
Along the way...
the traffic is so smooth untill my fren say nvr hv that b4...
haha...
maybe bcoz i go maa..
so everybody also give me a way laa..:P

when reach thr...i c c the length on the pasar malam...
n think think about my kampung pasar malam...
it maybe x10 longer or than that...
d car parking along the road also a rd 1 km...
so huge...>.<
i think if 1 car i ppl...
in the pasar sure hv more than 500 ppl loo..
LOLX >.<

ok...in d pasar malam...
u hv to walk like a crab...
seriously...if dun hv the 'big man' open d way for me...
i dun know m i able to walk though d pasar or not...
haha^^
anyway...it's a very nice experience..a very good day..
haha...since so long in Kl also nobody bring me thr..
now i know how is d longest pasar malam look like...
hehe^^

末日之预言

2009-10-13T10:04:00.000-07:00

今天去人生讲堂。。
末日之预言。。
末日。。人人都怕。。像征着死亡的降临。。
现在的预言说。。2012。。世界将毁灭。。
而最大的原因是。。核子炸弹。。
如今地低下。。有大约十万颗核子炸弹。。
科学家们都在担心。。如果不懂那一天。。
那十万颗导弹被挖出来。。发射。。
这地球。。完了。。万物。。也完了。。

大家想想。。核子导弹。。是谁发明的？
科学家。。
现在。。预言世界灭亡是因为导弹的。。又是谁？
也是我们口中伟大的科学家。。
科学家。。在平凡人眼里。。是天才。。
而这群天才。。
竟然在害怕自己所发明的东西会害死这地球。。
害死自己。。
然而。。却一点办法也没有。。

我在想。。
他们在发明导弹的时候。。
有没有想到这一点？
还是。。已经给自己的私欲蒙蔽了双眼？

2 day of suffering dinner..

2009-10-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

sweat laa...2 day cant eat my dinner well...
1st day...go to mamak...ordered a normal food...
HOKKIEN MEE...
but is with a unusual taste...
never eat a hokkien mee that is that bad...
GOSSSSHHH....its seriously...
dun have any taste except extremely salty..
dun hv any smell except d jian shui wei...
walao..cant tahan..
somemore nic d got worm on d prawn...
2nd order got hair pulak...
haiz....

COz of the 1st day experience..
bot dare to go mamak d...
so go pool side cafe...
b4 tell d story...
wanna to ask everybody...how long u all wait for a burger b4..
D longest...
Got d answer??
and now read my story...
i hv ordered a NORMAL CHICKEN BURGER at 2015hrs...
And the food serve at 2110hrs....
OMG....
what laa..if nice then nvrm laa..
when it serve...
everything is cold d...
even d french fries ......
haiz...
but is not crowded at all...
how can b wait so long...
aiyo....
waste my time..

CANT TAHAN WITH THIS D LAA...
BETTER GO OUT AND EAT...

yoyo....driving for 1st time

2009-09-23T10:43:00.000-07:00

haha...
after driving exam..
1st time driving...
and in a big car..
mutsibishi 4x4 storm...
walaoye...
somemore a experienced driver,speeder (my daddy laa) sitting bside me..
damn kan cheong loo...
but finally also pass d laa..
haha..^^

i blur bout my life n my future..

2009-09-18T21:45:00.000-07:00

what is life?
what is future?
is that no future then no life?
or no life then no future?

many thing happening this weeks..
sick..
broke up...
quarrel wif fren...
and another guy that coming up in my life..
everything is like in a mess...
but actually it come 1 by 1..
apple have been lost...
dun know what to do...
dun know what she want..

is that a conflict time that when a girl start to change to a woman?
apple is lost..
sound like d ppl in mirror is not her
she like dun know herself is which kind of ppl...
she is mature?she is immature?
she love him?or she juz want somebody to company when alone?
she ready for her life?she not ready yet?
what laa...
APPLE BLURRED D...

siew lee 20th birthday

2009-09-17T23:36:00.000-07:00

haha...15 /09/09
going home early to prepare a surprise..
for her..LIM SIEW LEE..
altot it not really a beautiful 1..
but it is Apple best creation d...
(apple can failed in act d)
haha..
speak so much also dun know what apple have done..
see picture laa.....
all wishes from fren.... cake..

buddhist youth fellowship game

2009-09-11T00:04:00.000-07:00

ya..
on the last sunday..i went for it..althought i not really feel well..
seem like nothing can stop me from volleyball..^^

on that day..
every 1 is so excited..haha..early in the morning..
keep thinking how d slogan should be..haha..
normally i go for match i will only sleep early in morning..
but they are so surprising that there are going for a match..
and their spirit is really good^^
when reach there...
surprisingly that competition also got door gift..
haha..nevermind..it is free..
as my match is in afternoon..
so..i just help around in the basketball match as there have not enough staff..
and the poor guy have to record n wrote the marks somemore be the time keeper also..
haha..so help him loo...^0^

after that...lunch...
it is free also..
got gu lou yu somemore...haha..
my favourate^^
and they pre meal prayer is a bit out of my expectation but is good to follow...hehe^^

AND..
finally my match come...
when warm up..
i saw somebody v familiar..
MY GOD...
why they are here!!!!!
aiyo..just a fellowship game...
suddenly pop out d selangor team pula..
sien diao...
but different group..
didnt match with them..
dun know is fortune or unforfune..
haha...
finally my team got 3rd prize..
n SJBA got overall 3rd prize..
Good result!!
keep it on!!
my team....
we play v hard...
thx for my dearest leng zai photographer take so many nice photo for us..

Bad luck..haizzzzz T_T

2009-09-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

03/09/09
A memeorable day...
This morning..
i discovered d stomach cramp again after 6 yrs it didnt come n find me..
sweat..
pain pain pain...
n chocolate would be d oni cure..
as a result..a lot of chocolate i ate..
n d wallet got to get slimmer..

In the afternoon..
we go n observe doctor doing procedure..
D procedure is so rarely in ward..
n we r so excited to see it...
BUT.....
when half way go of procedure..
my fren was get fainted..
fortunately..a nurse able to catch her..
if not..
i might b have to say bye bye wif her forever..
haiz...

In the night..
i tot everything is going not smooth today..
volleyball--my best fren..would help me to gain back something good loo..
Unfortunately..
it mood aslo not good today..
N injured me indirectly...
It just fly btw WH n me..n both of us langgar each other..
BAAAAAANNNNNGGGGG!!!!!
he head bang on my eye...
my eye got swelling...
n got a natural purple black eye shadow ..
obviously..
i cant go work d
if not patient with MI or without MI also will heart attack..
(coz they tot they see ghost)
N finally..
i have to stay back alone in holiday..to replace my duty..
haiz..what a bad day

A 20yrs old boy

2009-09-02T05:36:00.000-07:00

In this silent night,
i sudden remember a 20 yrs old boy that i take care on before...
He was came in cause of terminal bone cancer..
At that time...i was in shock when i see a such young boy..
lie on bed with closed eyes..restrained hands..
And..without a leg...
He look so young..
but..
at the same time..
He is so helpless..innocent..

20yrs old...
The brilliant moment in life..
people is chasing their dreams..
searching their perfect partner..
just going to start their life..
just got to know how the world really look like..
but..
the poor 20yrs old boy..
just can lie on the bed..
and put his life on living machine..tubings..
wandering in the brink of death..

why?why is my son..
this is the question that his mum ask always..
but..
There is no people have an answer for that..
Once i pass by his room..i heard his mum crying and say..
"Oh dear..please wake up and talk to mummy..don't sleep so long..mummy miss u so much.."
My tears is running down my face..
silent...

I am thinking..
He is 20..
And I am a girl that reaching 20..
He has his dream..but he got no chance to work it out..
I have dreams too.. but am i try my best to achieve it?
He like basketball..
I like volleyball..
And i have a perfect body to play for it but he only can do that in his dreamland..

He seem like got nothing..but he fighting for his life..
I have everything..but am i cherish it?
Am i really live my life to the max?
Am i fight for a better life?

ARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

very MOODY recently...

CANT TAHAN the life like this ANYMORE!!!!!!

why everytime plan nicely d n got to change again and again!!!!!!

Everything is become so UNORGANIZED and from BAD to WORSE!!!!!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????????!!!!!!!!!!!

if really no change for this...

better i NOT join u all ANYMORE!!!!!!!

EASON'S HERE!!!!!

2009-08-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

1st time go concert...
1st getting so excited..
since 10/08/09..
everyday..
i m count down..
6more day..

5 more day..

4 days..

3 days..

2 days..

1 days...

FINALLY!!!

HE'S HERE!!!

eason's moving on stage 26
sunway lagoon surf beach

ming ming n me

my beauty diary..

2009-08-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

our make up artist..Mr.Isaac Hong..

our family have a make up today!!!
everybody look amazing...
kim..hannah..engina n me...we all look different!!!

OUR　ＦＡＭＩＬＹ！！！！！ｎｉｃｅ　ｎｉｃｅ　ｎｉｃｅ

不速之客。。美美的。。

2009-08-07T23:27:00.000-07:00

06/08/2009。。0100hrs
一个累坏了的夜晚。。。
在要关灯的那一瞬间。。。
突然。。
“他”。。来了。。
一个美美的蝴蝶。。。

最后一次

2009-08-05T08:25:00.000-07:00

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你。

quarrel???

2009-08-04T05:44:00.000-07:00

aiyo..little couple quarrel d? dun like that laa..
see...still want sms each other..
haha

至：美女（雪绮），帅哥（洧弘），大哥哥（敦豪）

2009-07-27T09:58:00.000-07:00

“哈咯。。”
这都是我们第一次见面时说的话。。
转眼间。。在几个月内。。
我们啊。。又要分开了。。
为了我们的未来。。

第一次看到美女时。。一年前吧。。
我一个人坐在排球场旁那蓝色长凳上。。
兴奋得等着打排球。。
旁边的一群陌生人中。。有个个子小小的。。
黑色长卷发。。笑着走过来。。
"halo..r u waiting for d volleyball too?"..
"my name is ellen..nice to meet u.."..
当时的我。。还在想。。怎么一个漂亮的女孩要把自己放个男子名。。
后来才懂。。那是爸爸给的。。哈哈。。
到后来才懂大家是住在附近而已。。
拿了电话。。就回家了。。
之后。。
我们一起去打球。。一起吃晚餐。。宵夜。。
渐渐的。。无所不谈了。。

洧弘呢？认识三个月了吧。。
第一次看到他。。第一句浮现在脑海里的话
“这个有点帅的陌生人到底从那个角落走出来的？怎么没看过？”
“你是我们学校的吗？”
“不是。。我叫洧弘。。inti来的。。"
噢。。你好。。（顾着打球，没理他了)
过后要去吃晚餐时。。才发现这小子还真有钱。。bmw还说oni。。
晚餐钱他也争着给。。算了吧。。
这人吃饭有个怪癖。。
只要饭粘成一团他都不吃。。哈哈。。

大哥哥。。在认识帅哥后一个星期认识的
那天。。帅哥带了一个个子高高的大哥哥来。。
刚巧那天全部人都没来。。只好去吃晚餐。。换地点打咯。。
一路上。。帅哥不断的介绍大哥哥。。
“他叫敦豪。。靓仔叻？好男子来的啊。。”哈哈
一路上有说有笑的。。开心啊。。
打球的时候。。发现这个大哥哥还真厉害叻。。
眼睛有点离不开了。。哈哈。。想偷师。。呵呵。。
过后。。留了个号码。。就回家了。。
这个大哥哥。。到现在都还不是很了解他。。
他什么都收在心里。。
可是。。在他身上学到的还真的很多。。

在这几个月里。。大家都有些改变。。
帅哥自然的跟美女在一起。。理所当然。。
大哥哥也经历了一段感情。。
我呀。。也在不自觉地喜欢过某个人。。
哈哈。。

我们啊。。都是排球把我们牵起来的。。
在一起的时候。。真的很快乐。。
大家一起打球。。一起说笑。。打打闹闹的。。
互相扶持。。互相陪伴。。
啊！这种日子真的很幸福！！

可是。。。

好景总是不常在的。。
当然。。这种日子。。
也要在今年的尾声跟着不见。。
这不是大家想要的。。
也不是大家能改变的。。
前途。。还是比较重要的。。
帅哥要去australia
美女要去newzealand
这里。。就只剩我跟大哥哥了。。
唉。。怎么有一丝的寂寞感。。

以后。。还有谁能借我双耳朵呢？
以后。。还有谁能载着我到处去打球呢？
以后。。当我哭时。。
还有谁的肩膀愿意给我靠呢？

美女，帅哥，大哥哥。。
无论如何。。
你们在我心中都有很重要的位置。。
无论多远。。
你们在我心中永远都离不开。。

我爱你们！！

累了吧。。

2009-07-26T09:49:00.000-07:00

到底怎么了？
最近。。。怎么都闷闷的？
怎么做什么都不起劲？
怎么觉得目标。没了。。
唉。。怎么它不见了呢？

在写这个之前。。
应该没有人懂吧。。
脸上。。常挂着的笑容。。
有人能看出那背后的伪装吗？
很难吧。。

在人前。。总是常常笑。。
很开朗。。总是很坚强。。
在熟悉的肩膀上。。
才能发现。。泪。。
已把袖子。。弄湿了。。

他。。已累了吧。。

the word called love

2009-07-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

love..
is a simple word form by 'L''O''V''E'
is a simple word that a 3yrs old kid also know
is a simple word contain simple meaning

it can the sweetest word

A sentence"I love U"

can make a ppl feel happy,secure..
can let a family feel warmer..
can let a friendship stay longer..
can let d world a little bit brighter..

it can be the most painful word

when..
he/she say "i love u"to d other
he/she just use "i love u" to cheat u n for other purposes
u got to know he/she use "i love u" to many other gf/bf at the same time..
u got to know u cant heard "i love u" for he/she anymore..

I LOVE U..

can safe a life..

at d same time...

it can kill a life...

If u found yr love 1..
tell him/her.."i love u"

If u didnt found it..
plz..
dont simply tell he/she"i love u"
cause..
it hurt...

About blog

2009-07-19T00:05:00.000-07:00

Halo..just start blog..b.4 that i was thinking why all of my fren like blog.. i cant understand..but now i know why need to write blog..
Blog is a place to let u express your feelings..
Blog is a place to let u remember d memorable moment..
Blog is a place that let ppl share yr experiences..
Blog is a place that let u shout out d thing u scare to tell him/her..
Blog is a place that u let he/she c what u feel..

And today i start blog..
b.coz of..
d thing i not dare to say..
not dare to ask..
n not dare to take..

so..
i want to express it out at here..
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