2012 new year resolution~

so so so so manything was happen in 2012...

really make me down down down.. dunno since when i started to put on a fake smile...

n i think i pretty success in it.. cause no one noticed it...=P

so my 1st resolution....

PICK UP MY OWN APPLE'S SMILE...=D 

LOOK INTO THE BRIGHTER SIDE...

in 2011, i can just tell u i spend really alot.... 

i work for half a year~ until now only able to save around 300..=.=

so... 2nd resolution....

SAVE MONEY!!!!

TRYING TO SAVE AT LEAST 10% OF MY SALARY...

dear lord, u need to help me in this...

My 3rd resolution..

BE THANKFUL....

GIVE THANK IN EVERY LITTLE THINGS..

Thanks for the healthy life i have, thank for the care from every1...

My 4th resolution...

LOVE MYSELF MORE..

BE THURTHFUL TO MYSELF..

simple..

that all i need n i want to achieve in this 2012...

hope is not the end of world yet.. 

Apple 4/1/12

understanding ~

understanding...
hmm... 
all the while i tot  i m some1 who will understand ppl, think for others..
think for family, think for dear, think for collegues n friends...
understand them..
 

YET....THE FACT IS ...

I DO THINK FOR THEM...

BUT..

I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THEM...

FOR FAMILY...

I didn't back for monthssssssssssss to kampar...
Of course i tot of it.... few times told mummy will back this month~ will back next month..
broken promise....

FOR DEAR...

Just finish quarrel with him...
Something that i did wrong...
 if i understand him, this won't happen...
as this... is hurting.. and killing his pride...
I think the whole night... only i found out why he get so angry....
anyway... settled...

FOR COLLEGUES...

I rejected lots of last minutes OT, help out...
and they work in a super lack of staff condition...
sometimes can even burst in front of them when i stressed up... 
I didn't understand why everyone working is own way...

FOR FRIENDS

I really think for them 1 leh...
Tried my best to gather with them.. 
help them up.... 
company them when they are down...
But...
I seriously dun understand them...
I dun understand why can't come out from the shadow of old relationship since a years back?
I dun understand why still maintain the blurness since many years and many lessons that happen?
I dun understand why like to let people even thought she know he is not the one?
I dun understand her perfectionist as well...
All i mention above is my bestie for 3 and 1/2 years...

EVERYONE~

I'M NOT EMO-ING....

I just try to figure out whether i can do a little more for everyone of u...

YET I FOUND OUT...

MY STRENGTH IS JUST SO LIMITED...

I just a little human in this world..
Hard to fulfill everyone...

Just be myself....
And pray everyone having their happy life.... =)

20 sentence theat motivate me- from nick vijiji

1、不要在流眼泪的时候做任何决定，情绪负面的时候说话越少越好。

2、不要去反复思考同一个问题，不要把所...有的感情都放在一个人身上，你还有父母，有朋友。

3、不要害怕做错什么，即使错了，也不必懊恼，人生就是对对错错，何况有许多事，回头看来， 对错已经无所谓了。

4、有负面情绪是正常的，但是自己一定要知道，要明白这只是生活的一小部分，在其余时间里，要尽量的让情绪平稳起来。

5、那个人，突然不联系你了，很正常;那个人，突然又联系你了，也很正常，这什么也不用说明。

6、如果不懂，就说出来，如果懂了，就别说，笑笑即可。

7、一切的烦恼都是自找，因此也只能自己解决，不要找朋友哭诉，找他们去打球。

8、说过的话一定要做到，即使是很蠢的话，再蠢也比言而无信好。

9、无论发生怎样的变故，不要打破生活原有的规律，要按时吃饭，按时睡觉。

10、不要去害怕做一件事，不要害怕触景伤情，不要害怕说错话，不要害怕想起过去，不要害怕面对未来。

11、无论是对是错，你需要有一个准则，你的行为应该遵循这个准则，并根据现实生活不断的修正。反反复复优柔寡断的人，是不可能讨人喜欢的.在对错之间徘徊的人，形象不如从错到对的人正面。 

12、当他说：“让我们冷静一段时间好吗？”的时候，要冷静的说好，然后挂掉电话。不要哀求，他不是来征求你的意见的。

13、不要把心底的话全掏出来，这些是只属于你的财富。

14、不要和一个人和他议论同一个圈子里的人，不管你认为他有多么可靠。

15、当你不知道和他说什么的时候，那就什么也不要说，沉默有无限种含义。

16、不要追求什么结果，每个人结果都一样，就是死亡。

17、不要后悔，无论怎样都不要后悔，后悔的情绪比你所做错的事更加可怕，因为这会摧毁你的自信，自尊以及很有可能让你去做一件更错的事。

18、无论遇到什么事情，都要对自己说：这是正常的。而不要说：我怎么这么倒霉？或是：他怎么这样？那些遇到汶川地震，911或印尼海啸的人很多都没有机会抱怨了。比起他们，生活中的一些波折都是正常的，今天也许你的男朋友离你而去，你会觉得自己是世界上最惨的人，但是别忘了也许这世上同时有几十万个姑娘和你有着同样的遭遇，只是你不知道而已。

19、不要担心嫁不出去，更不要因为年纪大了草率结婚，担心嫁不出去总比担心老公出轨要离婚，小三抢财产要好.担心嫁不出去只是担心而已，心情好了还照样过原来的日子，老公真要离婚那才是真的麻烦。

20、一定要明白，自己所做的一切都是为了追寻一种状态，一种自我的满足感和幸福感.不要害怕什么，这世上可供害怕的事太多了，你是害怕不完的。有事情，就解决，不能解决，那就拉倒。

ORIENTATION WEEK...

whether is it useless or not....
depend...


BUT...
it definately more useful if have it 3months ago..


it's ok... it make us meet up our dear old fren that dint meet for months..

I just miss U

Hmm.. nothing much too say... Your caring always make me feel so secure

You always think about me..

No matter how tired are U

You always understand me..

No matter how fussy am I

This is U...

Sayang me with heart and soul

This is ME..

Who lucky to have U beside

I Miss U Honey =)

About him

Thanks for your CARING

Thanks for your KINDNESS

Thanks for your UNDERSTANDING

Thanks for your PATIENCE

Thanks for your TRUST


Thanks for your TRUTHFULNESS


Thanks for your CONSIDERATION

Thanks for your RESPECTNESS

Thanks for your FORGIVENESS


Thanks for your TENDERNESS






I know this all is from your LOVE that in your BOTTOM HEART..


THANKS MY DEAR... =)

Exciting Redang day 2 !!! part 2 + day 3

after snorkeling~  I go for my beach volleyball while others is going back to bath~ 

I really happy as in the game~ there is french~ there is Italian~ There is lots ppl from different culture and nation~ But all of us is so enjoy in the game~ Dun have those stupid racism~

After that ~ Of coz~ dinner!!!! this is the only meal that I really can enjoy and eat my normal portion as i finally no need to scare about vomiting during snorkel~

After that~ Amri bought us to have a walk around the island~ We went Laguna KTV~ hehe

U can sing free there~(in public) and play pool~ hehe~ i got an extra token from Amri~ i dunno how he got it~ 
 

They playing poker~ and hannah is a total beginner for it~ hehe






 Here is the famous more more tea inn~

 

After that is our free time~ Kim and Engina went to rest on the swing while me and hannah enjoying the summer singer great voice and summer point~ seriously~ she can KO all the singer in those called station 1, wings, etc~~

 

The Next destination~ BIG ROCK~
here is our destination to looking at moon rise, shooting star, sunrise and those natural  creation~ (this is one of my dream that i could lie at somewhere and look at star at moon ~ 
and i did it!)

of course we do sleep on the rock~ is not so easy to stay awake all the time~ hehe~
Finally!!!! Sunrise!!!!!! so so so nice!!!!! 

Hmmm~ it's time to leave this beautiful island~ let's have last chatting with all our fren~ 
dunno when can meet them again~ 

Let's take some photo!!!!

 
We bought a BFF shirt from redang as souvenior for ownself~


This is the beach volley court~ i know the net is lower than normal~ but is ok~


Bye Bye Redang!!!!