hurt....disapointed...

apple hurt....
just dunno y...
something that already plan so so so long time.....
and...it just in a short distance..... just 15min of bus and reach....
and...no need stay over...just play and home....
a trip that as simple as that....
delaying for 1 and half years..
let u all set the date...let u all set the time....
let u all arrange...
and finally...in a so so last minute...
u r telling me....
can we dun go?
as i want to do something....
meeting...camp arrangement.... bible study....
tell me all those SHIT reason...
u meeting 24/7?
u arrange 24/7?
u study 24/7?
hey...ppl...others plan to g0 cameron 3days 2 night.... can arrange and go nicely...
hey...ppl...others want to go redang....3days 2 night...arrange and go nicely!!!!
they having the best memory during their student time!!!
and what u having??? or should i say....WHAT WE HAVE IN OUR STUDY LIFE????!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously...every trip u all telling me... i treat it as SUPER important thing....
and ...
what i have....
is disapointment....
1 time and 1 time...
everytime..
when i excited to go have fun with u all...
when i longing and hoping so long....
when it almost come true...
u telling me...
your dream will not come...
do u feel what i feel?
i just simply want to have a memory that we can go a trip...
IS THAT SO HARD????



THIS TIME.....
i really fell HURT....DISAPOINTED.....

AND...
THIS TIME....
YR SORRY....CANT GET MY NEVERMIND!!!!.....

basic camp'10

YEah... come back from camp le.....
I'm Back in a brand new me...!!!
Learn alot...But dun know how to express here....
THX for every 1 helping me..
my teammate
my fren
my leader
Thx all of u......