hmm...
all the while i tot i m some1 who will understand ppl, think for others..
think for family, think for dear, think for collegues n friends...
understand them..
YET....THE FACT IS ...
I DO THINK FOR THEM...
BUT..
I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THEM...
FOR FAMILY...
I didn't back for monthssssssssssss to kampar...
Of course i tot of it.... few times told mummy will back this month~ will back next month..
broken promise....
FOR DEAR...
Just finish quarrel with him...
Something that i did wrong...
if i understand him, this won't happen...
as this... is hurting.. and killing his pride...
I think the whole night... only i found out why he get so angry....
anyway... settled...
FOR COLLEGUES...
I rejected lots of last minutes OT, help out...
and they work in a super lack of staff condition...
sometimes can even burst in front of them when i stressed up...
I didn't understand why everyone working is own way...
FOR FRIENDS
I really think for them 1 leh...
Tried my best to gather with them..
help them up....
company them when they are down...
But...
I seriously dun understand them...
I dun understand why can't come out from the shadow of old relationship since a years back?
I dun understand why still maintain the blurness since many years and many lessons that happen?
I dun understand why like to let people even thought she know he is not the one?
I dun understand her perfectionist as well...
All i mention above is my bestie for 3 and 1/2 years...
EVERYONE~
I'M NOT EMO-ING....
I just try to figure out whether i can do a little more for everyone of u...
YET I FOUND OUT...
MY STRENGTH IS JUST SO LIMITED...
I just a little human in this world..
Hard to fulfill everyone...
Just be myself....
And pray everyone having their happy life.... =)
