yoyo....driving for 1st time

haha...
after driving exam..
1st time driving...
and in a big car..
mutsibishi 4x4 storm...
walaoye...
somemore a experienced driver,speeder (my daddy laa) sitting bside me..
damn kan cheong loo...
but finally also pass d laa..
haha..^^

i blur bout my life n my future..

what is life?
what is future?
is that no future then no life?
or no life then no future?

many thing happening this weeks..
sick..
broke up...
quarrel wif fren...
and another guy that coming up in my life..
everything is like in a mess...
but actually it come 1 by 1..
apple have been lost...
dun know what to do...
dun know what she want..

is that a conflict time that when a girl start to change to a woman?
apple is lost..
sound like d ppl in mirror is not her
she like dun know herself is which kind of ppl...
she is mature?she is immature?
she love him?or she juz want somebody to company when alone?
she ready for her life?she not ready yet?
what laa...
APPLE BLURRED D...

siew lee 20th birthday

haha...15 /09/09
going home early to prepare a surprise..
for her..LIM SIEW LEE..
altot it not really a beautiful 1..
but it is Apple best creation d...
(apple can failed in act d)
haha..
speak so much also dun know what apple have done..
see picture laa.....
all wishes from fren.... cake..

buddhist youth fellowship game

ya..
on the last sunday..i went for it..althought i not really feel well..
seem like nothing can stop me from volleyball..^^

on that day..
every 1 is so excited..haha..early in the morning..
keep thinking how d slogan should be..haha..
normally i go for match i will only sleep early in morning..
but they are so surprising that there are going for a match..
and their spirit is really good^^
when reach there...
surprisingly that competition also got door gift..
haha..nevermind..it is free..
as my match is in afternoon..
so..i just help around in the basketball match as there have not enough staff..
and the poor guy have to record n wrote the marks somemore be the time keeper also..
haha..so help him loo...^0^


after that...lunch...
it is free also..
got gu lou yu somemore...haha..
my favourate^^
and they pre meal prayer is a bit out of my expectation but is good to follow...hehe^^


AND..
finally my match come...
when warm up..
i saw somebody v familiar..
MY GOD...
why they are here!!!!!
aiyo..just a fellowship game...
suddenly pop out d selangor team pula..
sien diao...
but different group..
didnt match with them..
dun know is fortune or unforfune..
haha...
finally my team got 3rd prize..
n SJBA got overall 3rd prize..
Good result!!
keep it on!!
my team....
we play v hard...
thx for my dearest leng zai photographer take so many nice photo for us..

Bad luck..haizzzzz T_T

03/09/09
A memeorable day...
This morning..
i discovered d stomach cramp again after 6 yrs it didnt come n find me..
sweat..
pain pain pain...
n chocolate would be d oni cure..
as a result..a lot of chocolate i ate..
n d wallet got to get slimmer..

In the afternoon..
we go n observe doctor doing procedure..
D procedure is so rarely in ward..
n we r so excited to see it...
BUT.....
when half way go of procedure..
my fren was get fainted..
fortunately..a nurse able to catch her..
if not..
i might b have to say bye bye wif her forever..
haiz...

In the night..
i tot everything is going not smooth today..
volleyball--my best fren..would help me to gain back something good loo..
Unfortunately..
it mood aslo not good today..
N injured me indirectly...
It just fly btw WH n me..n both of us langgar each other..
BAAAAAANNNNNGGGGG!!!!!
he head bang on my eye...
my eye got swelling...
n got a natural purple black eye shadow ..
obviously..
i cant go work d
if not patient with MI or without MI also will heart attack..
(coz they tot they see ghost)
N finally..
i have to stay back alone in holiday..to replace my duty..
haiz..what a bad day

A 20yrs old boy

In this silent night,
i sudden remember a 20 yrs old boy that i take care on before...
He was came in cause of terminal bone cancer..
At that time...i was in shock when i see a such young boy..
lie on bed with closed eyes..restrained hands..
And..without a leg...
He look so young..
but..
at the same time..
He is so helpless..innocent..


20yrs old...
The brilliant moment in life..
people is chasing their dreams..
searching their perfect partner..
just going to start their life..
just got to know how the world really look like..
but..
the poor 20yrs old boy..
just can lie on the bed..
and put his life on living machine..tubings..
wandering in the brink of death..


why?why is my son..
this is the question that his mum ask always..
but..
There is no people have an answer for that..
Once i pass by his room..i heard his mum crying and say..
"Oh dear..please wake up and talk to mummy..don't sleep so long..mummy miss u so much.."
My tears is running down my face..
silent...

I am thinking..
He is 20..
And I am a girl that reaching 20..
He has his dream..but he got no chance to work it out..
I have dreams too.. but am i try my best to achieve it?
He like basketball..
I like volleyball..
And i have a perfect body to play for it but he only can do that in his dreamland..


He seem like got nothing..but he fighting for his life..
I have everything..but am i cherish it?
Am i really live my life to the max?
Am i fight for a better life?