bloody day

finally learn bout blood taking la....hehe
so excited yet so scary
coz lecturer say...hv to practise on each other!!!!
lolx....actually i quite scare of needles...
maybe bcoz also kena cucuk when i m young....
so quite scary when listen to that...
haha...but finally i kena cucuk 3 times...
so i thnk i wont scared of that anymore...
hehe...



A memorable for my hand


the 1 who I cucuk is the 1 who cucuk me


our blood....1 of it is mix alrdy....another 1 is mine

miss home...

i dun know why...
started to homesick
i come KL for 2yrs...
this 1st time....
i miss home a lot
i miss mummy..i miss her hand...that always hold me gentlely when i fall
i miss bin bin..who always make me laugh when i unable to smile..
i miss chou zhu..who will always hug me when i nid it so much..
i so regret that i didnt cherish that at all when i have it..
and now..everythings i hv to face myself...
every tough way i hv to gone through by myself...ALONE...
i want to go home..i want to hide inside my little blanket..
sleep nicely...cry nicely...
i want home..
i want my brother....
i want my mummy...
i want daddy..
i dun want in this stupid f***ing world..
so complicated..
every 1...altot how close r u...
u wont know who is enemy....who is fren...
except family...
the only 1 that support u...
NO OTHERS!!!!!!