Tuesday, November 3, 2009

miss home...

i dun know why...
started to homesick
i come KL for 2yrs...
this 1st time....
i miss home a lot
i miss mummy..i miss her hand...that always hold me gentlely when i fall
i miss bin bin..who always make me laugh when i unable to smile..
i miss chou zhu..who will always hug me when i nid it so much..
i so regret that i didnt cherish that at all when i have it..
and now..everythings i hv to face myself...
every tough way i hv to gone through by myself...ALONE...
i want to go home..i want to hide inside my little blanket..
sleep nicely...cry nicely...
i want home..
i want my brother....
i want my mummy...
i want daddy..
i dun want in this stupid f***ing world..
so complicated..
every 1...altot how close r u...
u wont know who is enemy....who is fren...
except family...
the only 1 that support u...
NO OTHERS!!!!!!

2 comments:

  1. Er jie,i hate to see u n da jie n mummy fight and not talk to each other
    i Just HATE IT!!!
    I hope we'll be one happy family again
    remember all the time n moment we spent together??
    sing k together,cry together,shopping,watch movie,joke.tease each other...
    we were ALWAYS there FOR each other...ALWAYS!!!
    I know its hard for u to "tahan" their attidudes but everyone's not perfect
    I hope u'll be able to forgive n forget
    i just want us to be SISTERS and BEST FRIEND FOREVER!!
    I just hope everything will be back to normal
    Pls...pls give yrself a chance and everyone else a chance
    I hope u'll think abt it...

    ur mei mei

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  2. hannah... i told u...it wont be a forever thing..i juz a period that i hv to gone thru by myself alone...in this period i hv to think alot...a lot oof consideration...n i will be very tired...so i will still be in d family...juz wanna be alone for few day..as u c..i will become very emo..i jz dun want to thing become more worst...so juz stay alone loo...dun scare laa..i will be home soon..ok?

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