understanding ~

understanding...
hmm... 
all the while i tot  i m some1 who will understand ppl, think for others..
think for family, think for dear, think for collegues n friends...
understand them..
 

YET....THE FACT IS ...

I DO THINK FOR THEM...

BUT..

I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THEM...

FOR FAMILY...

I didn't back for monthssssssssssss to kampar...
Of course i tot of it.... few times told mummy will back this month~ will back next month..
broken promise....

FOR DEAR...

Just finish quarrel with him...
Something that i did wrong...
 if i understand him, this won't happen...
as this... is hurting.. and killing his pride...
I think the whole night... only i found out why he get so angry....
anyway... settled...

FOR COLLEGUES...

I rejected lots of last minutes OT, help out...
and they work in a super lack of staff condition...
sometimes can even burst in front of them when i stressed up... 
I didn't understand why everyone working is own way...

FOR FRIENDS

I really think for them 1 leh...
Tried my best to gather with them.. 
help them up.... 
company them when they are down...
But...
I seriously dun understand them...
I dun understand why can't come out from the shadow of old relationship since a years back?
I dun understand why still maintain the blurness since many years and many lessons that happen?
I dun understand why like to let people even thought she know he is not the one?
I dun understand her perfectionist as well...
All i mention above is my bestie for 3 and 1/2 years...

EVERYONE~

I'M NOT EMO-ING....

I just try to figure out whether i can do a little more for everyone of u...

YET I FOUND OUT...

MY STRENGTH IS JUST SO LIMITED...

I just a little human in this world..
Hard to fulfill everyone...

Just be myself....
And pray everyone having their happy life.... =)