pain

so long dint touch my blog....
now i come back again...
with tear in my eyes...
how can u talk such a thing to me?
i am juz caring.... care bout u more than me ...
how can u say i not appreciate what u do for me...
i remember it every moment....
how can u juz ignore me?
i wait and thinking of you every minute every second...
i in pain... a severe heart pain.....

hurt....disapointed...

apple hurt....
just dunno y...
something that already plan so so so long time.....
and...it just in a short distance..... just 15min of bus and reach....
and...no need stay over...just play and home....
a trip that as simple as that....
delaying for 1 and half years..
let u all set the date...let u all set the time....
let u all arrange...
and finally...in a so so last minute...
u r telling me....
can we dun go?
as i want to do something....
meeting...camp arrangement.... bible study....
tell me all those SHIT reason...
u meeting 24/7?
u arrange 24/7?
u study 24/7?
hey...ppl...others plan to g0 cameron 3days 2 night.... can arrange and go nicely...
hey...ppl...others want to go redang....3days 2 night...arrange and go nicely!!!!
they having the best memory during their student time!!!
and what u having??? or should i say....WHAT WE HAVE IN OUR STUDY LIFE????!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously...every trip u all telling me... i treat it as SUPER important thing....
and ...
what i have....
is disapointment....
1 time and 1 time...
everytime..
when i excited to go have fun with u all...
when i longing and hoping so long....
when it almost come true...
u telling me...
your dream will not come...
do u feel what i feel?
i just simply want to have a memory that we can go a trip...
IS THAT SO HARD????



THIS TIME.....
i really fell HURT....DISAPOINTED.....

AND...
THIS TIME....
YR SORRY....CANT GET MY NEVERMIND!!!!.....

basic camp'10

YEah... come back from camp le.....
I'm Back in a brand new me...!!!
Learn alot...But dun know how to express here....
THX for every 1 helping me..
my teammate
my fren
my leader
Thx all of u......

nursing...posting

wow...quite a long time dint touch my blog d....
gonna to update some interesting cases happen in my posting...
In Acc OT....
1st...found out that amputation is not juz chopping off only.....have to cut nicely also...
N... our toes bone is look alike to chicken toe bone....
2nd...thx for Dr.C give me a chance to become a scrub nurse...
so kan cheong n nervous lo...
cut patient's skin...muscle...blood come out...=P
Anyway..is a good experience....^.^
And also...heard a funny story from a doctor...
that is...A Dr come back from russia...teach medical student to diagnose appendicitis from chest x-ray=.=
there is a nice n cute doctor called Dr.F also...
All then nurse there give a very good cooperation...a lot of teaching n orientate....
MISS THERE....
Then i go to Gen. OT...
There is alot of big or major cases...
which cant c in Acc OT...
The 1st case i saw in OT is super long....
start at 830am until 130 pm only finish a quater only...
so sleepy...+.+
then we change to c omentectomy...
that operation also use 7 hours to finish....
respect those doctor that they can still concentrate well although in that tired mode...
the 2nd day more easy to passed laa...
hehe..i met Dr.C again...
He come for doing hemithyroidectomy...
i dun know y all my fren dun want go in that room...
so i juz go in loo....
N thx GOd he still that nice...tell me where is thyroid...where is trachea...
N then he also explain very nicely to me what is iguinal hernai...
hehe....
N i also g0t a chance to c what is cholecystiatis...
when they doing the operation....wanted to pull out the gall bladder...
N sudden it broke n all the bull spread to the doctor the nurse cloth...
N the stone is like a plum....hard n black...
N today....i got a chance to observe colonostomy...
the colon is full wif feces as there is a tumor obstructing the colon...
n is super long...
N last n not least...
i saw a emergency caesarian...the doctor n nurse is so efficient..
the use less than 10min n the baby is out....
so CUTE!!!!!
i hv to admit....I LOVE BABY!!!!
haha....
MAternity ward...i coming!!!

get well soon...

visit her ytd...
everything is more severe than i think...
nephrotic syndrome...SLE...DVT....CBD....cant walk....edema whole body....
honestly....if i didnt make sure the bed number...
i really can recognize her...
she is so sick..she is so sad....so negative...=(
she juz hope can go home for new year....
But is seem impossible le....
oh God...help her plz....

hope u understand

Dear....i want to clarify...
i admit that i was not calm enough when facing and handle problem...
But...in that case....
i go search for help in higher level is becoz is really no way out if juz by our own power...
dun u think so?
Beside that...Do u think that it really annoyed and unprofessional to tell this kind of thing in the class and in front of student?
In any purposes....is kind of like threatening for me.....threaten like if we didnt wear uniform to schul then cut down the uniform...
i would like to tell u...it is possible that Sis.BY will agree to that suggestion....
As it benefit them....
search for help...juz to prepare for any uncertain....
Not to blame...
i hope u can understand...
that different way of handling case can lead to a same goal....
n u can use yr way also....
But what i did is done....
i listen to u n remove the post...as it true of what u say....thx for reminded...
But hope u understand...my blog only availabe for few fren who close...
And i think if is spread out also is our student...
which i dun think they is so 'KIND' to her laa....

18/01/10

......spending the whole day in 1 utama alone......
venue: wong kok
time:1930-2100


my table number...97


juz remember to take foto after eat

this is what company me....

Their hv a nice new year decoration...=)

Venue: starbucks
Time: 2130-2200
(half ah hours is in blur and lost mode...coz i cant find the way=.=)

This is juz open and put there....
coz the nicest thing there is......Free WIFI access...=P

After...lepak-ing finally hv to do serious thing...
when serious...no foto...haha...
And that is my day^0^