A 20yrs old boy

In this silent night,
i sudden remember a 20 yrs old boy that i take care on before...
He was came in cause of terminal bone cancer..
At that time...i was in shock when i see a such young boy..
lie on bed with closed eyes..restrained hands..
And..without a leg...
He look so young..
but..
at the same time..
He is so helpless..innocent..


20yrs old...
The brilliant moment in life..
people is chasing their dreams..
searching their perfect partner..
just going to start their life..
just got to know how the world really look like..
but..
the poor 20yrs old boy..
just can lie on the bed..
and put his life on living machine..tubings..
wandering in the brink of death..


why?why is my son..
this is the question that his mum ask always..
but..
There is no people have an answer for that..
Once i pass by his room..i heard his mum crying and say..
"Oh dear..please wake up and talk to mummy..don't sleep so long..mummy miss u so much.."
My tears is running down my face..
silent...

I am thinking..
He is 20..
And I am a girl that reaching 20..
He has his dream..but he got no chance to work it out..
I have dreams too.. but am i try my best to achieve it?
He like basketball..
I like volleyball..
And i have a perfect body to play for it but he only can do that in his dreamland..


He seem like got nothing..but he fighting for his life..
I have everything..but am i cherish it?
Am i really live my life to the max?
Am i fight for a better life?

ARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

very MOODY recently...

CANT TAHAN the life like this ANYMORE!!!!!!

why everytime plan nicely d n got to change again and again!!!!!!

Everything is become so UNORGANIZED and from BAD to WORSE!!!!!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????????!!!!!!!!!!!

if really no change for this...

better i NOT join u all ANYMORE!!!!!!!

EASON'S HERE!!!!!

1st time go concert...
1st getting so excited..
since 10/08/09..
everyday..
i m count down..
6more day..

5 more day..

4 days..

3 days..

2 days..

1 days...

FINALLY!!!

HE'S HERE!!!

eason's moving on stage 26
sunway lagoon surf beach


ming ming n me

my beauty diary..

our make up artist..Mr.Isaac Hong..


our family have a make up today!!!
everybody look amazing...
kim..hannah..engina n me...we all look different!!!

OUR　ＦＡＭＩＬＹ！！！！！ｎｉｃｅ　ｎｉｃｅ　ｎｉｃｅ

不速之客。。美美的。。

06/08/2009。。0100hrs
一个累坏了的夜晚。。。
在要关灯的那一瞬间。。。
突然。。
“他”。。来了。。
一个美美的蝴蝶。。。

最后一次

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。

quarrel???

aiyo..little couple quarrel d? dun like that laa..
see...still want sms each other..
haha