come bck and nvr turn bck

i know the title is really confusing...
plz forgive me as my english is really not good...paiseh...:P
ok...
whoever got view my facebook know that i going bck to the busy apple again...
busy apple?
my fren know me in sem 2 is busy until which extend....
no time to sleep...
after class is working...
8am go out...12 am reach home...cant find me in hostel except i sick or exam
lolx....
in sem 3...
everone in my house is so surprised that i at home direct after class..
"apple...kenapa u kat sini?""tak keluar kah?"
haha...dun know answer how many time d...
n now...they will have to ask another question..
"...,mana apple pergi??""tak jumpa nya satu hari pun..."
haha..serios...i have ignore lots of thing in this sem...
bcoz of the unusual changes of this sem...
sudden posting...sudden this...sudden that...
untill i hv no time to plan for my stuff....
n now...
i done my planning...
so...busy apple is come bck d...
fren...i will miss u all always..^^
love u all..^^

令我流泪的音乐

梦中的婚礼。。
应该会弹琴的朋友都听过。。。
而我。。今天第一次听。。
流泪了。。。
也不懂为什么。。
好哀伤的旋律。。
好伤心的曲子。。。
然而。。也透露着某种心情。。
某种渴望。。。
我无法把那种感觉形容出来。。。

我此刻的心情很复杂。。
也不懂如何形容。。
很感动。。是唯一我可以口述的形容词。。。

frendship

is thr any frenship can last forever?
is thr any fren that really dun mind to help u when u needed?
is thr any 1 can b thr when u need a shoulder to cry?
is thr any1 to share when u r happy?
is thr any 1 who can really share secret n nvr spread it?
is thr any 1 who still will remember u after busy for a day?
when fren got bf/gf will them still will spend time wif u?

and actually....
what a fren mean?


every 1 need fren...
but what a fren mean?
to share ?
to care ?
or to use ?

past few hours

sien n alone in classroom...thinking n flash back what happen few hours ago...
ERM...what i hv done...
think think think.................................................!!!
why seem like nothing...lolx...
SERIOUS!!!!
i hv done nothing!!!!!
after class go breakfast wif siew lee...
after that get the news -class cancelled...
then bck to class...
n start facebook-ing...
then makan again with "family"
then come bck...
sing sing play play n now....
bloging....
lolx....what a good way or WASTE of 4hrs...
good laa...when exam coming then shout for God laa...mummy laa..daddy laa...
lolx....what a small apple that really do thing follow mood....
better hv a change on it....lolx.....
^(.(..).)^----look like me laa....lazy apple...lolx

i m going to 20

lolx...
think think...
in 2month time..
i will b going in 20...
OMG...when i juz reliase this..
i really really surprise n shock...
i cant accept....
i going to 20...n i always tell myself that i still hv lots of time but actually i m not...
my goodness...
hv to think bout my future seriously d...
no play play anymore.....

apple n fren

really miss all fren that long time nvr contact....
many reason that nvr contact...
some of them go oversea d..
some of them busy n wanna contact them also cannot..
some of them is after quarrel..then lost contact
some of them refused to contact me coz of some reason....
lolx...
actually apple really miss u all....
apple is a gal that really need fren..
fren..
for apple..is really important..
apple like to go out wif fren...
chatting wif fren...
but some of them are really lost contact after some reason/incident happen..
lolx...
why muz be like that geh?
apple feel so down/unhappy/lost(whatever..dunno how to describe that feeling)

apple want to clarified something....
apple with b fren to every 1..
no wonder u r my ex or i reject u b4 or quarrel or other stuff....
apple juz dun want to lost fren after a change i s status or anything....
lolx....

i love guitar...

lolx...
recently addicted quite serious to musical instrument...
dun know why also....
i like piano d most...but it v hard to learn...
so learn guitar 1st loo...
walao...
after i play only i know guitar can play like that...
so good...
so now... i love guitar...
but still prefer piano..
lolx...
piano is my dream...but still cant get anyone to teach me yet...

ok..now i crazy wif guitar....
i play on saturday more than 3 hrs...
on sunday ard 2 hrs..(coz got volleyball)
on monday ard 5 hrs
now my fingers cant feel anything except pain when typing or pressing..
lolx...
i dun know is that every beginner will b like that...
or i too crazy inside d...
lolx...somemore exam on wednesday...
think think tomorrow cant play d...
exam is more important...
Thx for my guitar trainer...Ah yan(come bck from england d oo)
Qi soon...n Ling...who translate my song in chord with so much effords....thx^^

my life...

these day really think alot..
about my life...
my future...
what i should do...
what i shouldnt..
where is my limit
what should i limit
lots of question run through my mind...
lot n lots of stuff that i dun know n dun want to tell any 1 except my dear God...
is not i refused to tell
is not i want to hide from u all...
i just dun know how to express..
maybe like the word say today...
when yr mind is peace...yr body is free from anything...n silent..
u will only able to say or express out what u think...what u want..
and think think what u should do...
let God settle for u...let God listen to u...
let yr spirit close to God...
let God listen to u..help u...
Let's pray to God...
my dear Lord in heaven...
plz do listen to my prayer..
plz let my mind free from those are bad..
plz do let my spirit close to u...listen to u...
plz to guide me along this hard way...
oh Lord...
thx for always be wif me when i need some 1 so much
thx for always listen to my complaint...
lead me in my way...help me in my life..n let me see yr wonderful power..
oh Lord..plz do forgive what i hv wrongly done...
plz do save me for dropping to hell..
plz do forgive me
i m sorry Lord..
for hurting u so much...
for my wrong doing...
Oh Lord..
plz forgive me...
this prayer is pray on Lord name...
Amen...

random

juz cant sleep is this cool midnight..
come n dunno write what...
y i cant sleep?
coz thinking too much?
i m thinking...
shld i wear bck my mask ?
or juz b the real apple?
what happen today is juz nothing much...
but i juz confused..
n keep going ard the qt...
feel like in a deep ocean...
no ppl can listen althought how loud i m shouting....
haiz...
what i can say is...
life will b nvr b easy....

long long pasar malam....^^

so long in KL...1st time go pasar malam...
hehhe^^
heard tat is the longest pasar malam in KL oo...hehe^^
Along the way...
the traffic is so smooth untill my fren say nvr hv that b4...
haha...
maybe bcoz i go maa..
so everybody also give me a way laa..:P

when reach thr...i c c the length on the pasar malam...
n think think about my kampung pasar malam...
it maybe x10 longer or than that...
d car parking along the road also a rd 1 km...
so huge...>.<
i think if 1 car i ppl...
in the pasar sure hv more than 500 ppl loo..
LOLX >.<

ok...in d pasar malam...
u hv to walk like a crab...
seriously...if dun hv the 'big man' open d way for me...
i dun know m i able to walk though d pasar or not...
haha^^
anyway...it's a very nice experience..a very good day..
haha...since so long in Kl also nobody bring me thr..
now i know how is d longest pasar malam look like...
hehe^^

末日之预言

今天去人生讲堂。。
末日之预言。。
末日。。人人都怕。。像征着死亡的降临。。
现在的预言说。。2012。。世界将毁灭。。
而最大的原因是。。核子炸弹。。
如今地低下。。有大约十万颗核子炸弹。。
科学家们都在担心。。如果不懂那一天。。
那十万颗导弹被挖出来。。发射。。
这地球。。完了。。万物。。也完了。。

大家想想。。核子导弹。。是谁发明的？
科学家。。
现在。。预言世界灭亡是因为导弹的。。又是谁？
也是我们口中伟大的科学家。。
科学家。。在平凡人眼里。。是天才。。
而这群天才。。
竟然在害怕自己所发明的东西会害死这地球。。
害死自己。。
然而。。却一点办法也没有。。

我在想。。
他们在发明导弹的时候。。
有没有想到这一点？
还是。。已经给自己的私欲蒙蔽了双眼？

2 day of suffering dinner..

sweat laa...2 day cant eat my dinner well...
1st day...go to mamak...ordered a normal food...
HOKKIEN MEE...
but is with a unusual taste...
never eat a hokkien mee that is that bad...
GOSSSSHHH....its seriously...
dun have any taste except extremely salty..
dun hv any smell except d jian shui wei...
walao..cant tahan..
somemore nic d got worm on d prawn...
2nd order got hair pulak...
haiz....

COz of the 1st day experience..
bot dare to go mamak d...
so go pool side cafe...
b4 tell d story...
wanna to ask everybody...how long u all wait for a burger b4..
D longest...
Got d answer??
and now read my story...
i hv ordered a NORMAL CHICKEN BURGER at 2015hrs...
And the food serve at 2110hrs....
OMG....
what laa..if nice then nvrm laa..
when it serve...
everything is cold d...
even d french fries ......
haiz...
but is not crowded at all...
how can b wait so long...
aiyo....
waste my time..

CANT TAHAN WITH THIS D LAA...
BETTER GO OUT AND EAT...