apple n fren

really miss all fren that long time nvr contact....
many reason that nvr contact...
some of them go oversea d..
some of them busy n wanna contact them also cannot..
some of them is after quarrel..then lost contact
some of them refused to contact me coz of some reason....
lolx...
actually apple really miss u all....
apple is a gal that really need fren..
fren..
for apple..is really important..
apple like to go out wif fren...
chatting wif fren...
but some of them are really lost contact after some reason/incident happen..
lolx...
why muz be like that geh?
apple feel so down/unhappy/lost(whatever..dunno how to describe that feeling)

apple want to clarified something....
apple with b fren to every 1..
no wonder u r my ex or i reject u b4 or quarrel or other stuff....
apple juz dun want to lost fren after a change i s status or anything....
lolx....

i love guitar...

lolx...
recently addicted quite serious to musical instrument...
dun know why also....
i like piano d most...but it v hard to learn...
so learn guitar 1st loo...
walao...
after i play only i know guitar can play like that...
so good...
so now... i love guitar...
but still prefer piano..
lolx...
piano is my dream...but still cant get anyone to teach me yet...

ok..now i crazy wif guitar....
i play on saturday more than 3 hrs...
on sunday ard 2 hrs..(coz got volleyball)
on monday ard 5 hrs
now my fingers cant feel anything except pain when typing or pressing..
lolx...
i dun know is that every beginner will b like that...
or i too crazy inside d...
lolx...somemore exam on wednesday...
think think tomorrow cant play d...
exam is more important...
Thx for my guitar trainer...Ah yan(come bck from england d oo)
Qi soon...n Ling...who translate my song in chord with so much effords....thx^^

my life...

these day really think alot..
about my life...
my future...
what i should do...
what i shouldnt..
where is my limit
what should i limit
lots of question run through my mind...
lot n lots of stuff that i dun know n dun want to tell any 1 except my dear God...
is not i refused to tell
is not i want to hide from u all...
i just dun know how to express..
maybe like the word say today...
when yr mind is peace...yr body is free from anything...n silent..
u will only able to say or express out what u think...what u want..
and think think what u should do...
let God settle for u...let God listen to u...
let yr spirit close to God...
let God listen to u..help u...
Let's pray to God...
my dear Lord in heaven...
plz do listen to my prayer..
plz let my mind free from those are bad..
plz do let my spirit close to u...listen to u...
plz to guide me along this hard way...
oh Lord...
thx for always be wif me when i need some 1 so much
thx for always listen to my complaint...
lead me in my way...help me in my life..n let me see yr wonderful power..
oh Lord..plz do forgive what i hv wrongly done...
plz do save me for dropping to hell..
plz do forgive me
i m sorry Lord..
for hurting u so much...
for my wrong doing...
Oh Lord..
plz forgive me...
this prayer is pray on Lord name...
Amen...

random

juz cant sleep is this cool midnight..
come n dunno write what...
y i cant sleep?
coz thinking too much?
i m thinking...
shld i wear bck my mask ?
or juz b the real apple?
what happen today is juz nothing much...
but i juz confused..
n keep going ard the qt...
feel like in a deep ocean...
no ppl can listen althought how loud i m shouting....
haiz...
what i can say is...
life will b nvr b easy....

long long pasar malam....^^

so long in KL...1st time go pasar malam...
hehhe^^
heard tat is the longest pasar malam in KL oo...hehe^^
Along the way...
the traffic is so smooth untill my fren say nvr hv that b4...
haha...
maybe bcoz i go maa..
so everybody also give me a way laa..:P

when reach thr...i c c the length on the pasar malam...
n think think about my kampung pasar malam...
it maybe x10 longer or than that...
d car parking along the road also a rd 1 km...
so huge...>.<
i think if 1 car i ppl...
in the pasar sure hv more than 500 ppl loo..
LOLX >.<

ok...in d pasar malam...
u hv to walk like a crab...
seriously...if dun hv the 'big man' open d way for me...
i dun know m i able to walk though d pasar or not...
haha^^
anyway...it's a very nice experience..a very good day..
haha...since so long in Kl also nobody bring me thr..
now i know how is d longest pasar malam look like...
hehe^^

末日之预言

今天去人生讲堂。。
末日之预言。。
末日。。人人都怕。。像征着死亡的降临。。
现在的预言说。。2012。。世界将毁灭。。
而最大的原因是。。核子炸弹。。
如今地低下。。有大约十万颗核子炸弹。。
科学家们都在担心。。如果不懂那一天。。
那十万颗导弹被挖出来。。发射。。
这地球。。完了。。万物。。也完了。。

大家想想。。核子导弹。。是谁发明的？
科学家。。
现在。。预言世界灭亡是因为导弹的。。又是谁？
也是我们口中伟大的科学家。。
科学家。。在平凡人眼里。。是天才。。
而这群天才。。
竟然在害怕自己所发明的东西会害死这地球。。
害死自己。。
然而。。却一点办法也没有。。

我在想。。
他们在发明导弹的时候。。
有没有想到这一点？
还是。。已经给自己的私欲蒙蔽了双眼？

2 day of suffering dinner..

sweat laa...2 day cant eat my dinner well...
1st day...go to mamak...ordered a normal food...
HOKKIEN MEE...
but is with a unusual taste...
never eat a hokkien mee that is that bad...
GOSSSSHHH....its seriously...
dun have any taste except extremely salty..
dun hv any smell except d jian shui wei...
walao..cant tahan..
somemore nic d got worm on d prawn...
2nd order got hair pulak...
haiz....

COz of the 1st day experience..
bot dare to go mamak d...
so go pool side cafe...
b4 tell d story...
wanna to ask everybody...how long u all wait for a burger b4..
D longest...
Got d answer??
and now read my story...
i hv ordered a NORMAL CHICKEN BURGER at 2015hrs...
And the food serve at 2110hrs....
OMG....
what laa..if nice then nvrm laa..
when it serve...
everything is cold d...
even d french fries ......
haiz...
but is not crowded at all...
how can b wait so long...
aiyo....
waste my time..

CANT TAHAN WITH THIS D LAA...
BETTER GO OUT AND EAT...