bloody day

finally learn bout blood taking la....hehe
so excited yet so scary
coz lecturer say...hv to practise on each other!!!!
lolx....actually i quite scare of needles...
maybe bcoz also kena cucuk when i m young....
so quite scary when listen to that...
haha...but finally i kena cucuk 3 times...
so i thnk i wont scared of that anymore...
hehe...



A memorable for my hand


the 1 who I cucuk is the 1 who cucuk me


our blood....1 of it is mix alrdy....another 1 is mine

miss home...

i dun know why...
started to homesick
i come KL for 2yrs...
this 1st time....
i miss home a lot
i miss mummy..i miss her hand...that always hold me gentlely when i fall
i miss bin bin..who always make me laugh when i unable to smile..
i miss chou zhu..who will always hug me when i nid it so much..
i so regret that i didnt cherish that at all when i have it..
and now..everythings i hv to face myself...
every tough way i hv to gone through by myself...ALONE...
i want to go home..i want to hide inside my little blanket..
sleep nicely...cry nicely...
i want home..
i want my brother....
i want my mummy...
i want daddy..
i dun want in this stupid f***ing world..
so complicated..
every 1...altot how close r u...
u wont know who is enemy....who is fren...
except family...
the only 1 that support u...
NO OTHERS!!!!!!

come bck and nvr turn bck

i know the title is really confusing...
plz forgive me as my english is really not good...paiseh...:P
ok...
whoever got view my facebook know that i going bck to the busy apple again...
busy apple?
my fren know me in sem 2 is busy until which extend....
no time to sleep...
after class is working...
8am go out...12 am reach home...cant find me in hostel except i sick or exam
lolx....
in sem 3...
everone in my house is so surprised that i at home direct after class..
"apple...kenapa u kat sini?""tak keluar kah?"
haha...dun know answer how many time d...
n now...they will have to ask another question..
"...,mana apple pergi??""tak jumpa nya satu hari pun..."
haha..serios...i have ignore lots of thing in this sem...
bcoz of the unusual changes of this sem...
sudden posting...sudden this...sudden that...
untill i hv no time to plan for my stuff....
n now...
i done my planning...
so...busy apple is come bck d...
fren...i will miss u all always..^^
love u all..^^

令我流泪的音乐

梦中的婚礼。。
应该会弹琴的朋友都听过。。。
而我。。今天第一次听。。
流泪了。。。
也不懂为什么。。
好哀伤的旋律。。
好伤心的曲子。。。
然而。。也透露着某种心情。。
某种渴望。。。
我无法把那种感觉形容出来。。。

我此刻的心情很复杂。。
也不懂如何形容。。
很感动。。是唯一我可以口述的形容词。。。

frendship

is thr any frenship can last forever?
is thr any fren that really dun mind to help u when u needed?
is thr any 1 can b thr when u need a shoulder to cry?
is thr any1 to share when u r happy?
is thr any 1 who can really share secret n nvr spread it?
is thr any 1 who still will remember u after busy for a day?
when fren got bf/gf will them still will spend time wif u?

and actually....
what a fren mean?


every 1 need fren...
but what a fren mean?
to share ?
to care ?
or to use ?

past few hours

sien n alone in classroom...thinking n flash back what happen few hours ago...
ERM...what i hv done...
think think think.................................................!!!
why seem like nothing...lolx...
SERIOUS!!!!
i hv done nothing!!!!!
after class go breakfast wif siew lee...
after that get the news -class cancelled...
then bck to class...
n start facebook-ing...
then makan again with "family"
then come bck...
sing sing play play n now....
bloging....
lolx....what a good way or WASTE of 4hrs...
good laa...when exam coming then shout for God laa...mummy laa..daddy laa...
lolx....what a small apple that really do thing follow mood....
better hv a change on it....lolx.....
^(.(..).)^----look like me laa....lazy apple...lolx

i m going to 20

lolx...
think think...
in 2month time..
i will b going in 20...
OMG...when i juz reliase this..
i really really surprise n shock...
i cant accept....
i going to 20...n i always tell myself that i still hv lots of time but actually i m not...
my goodness...
hv to think bout my future seriously d...
no play play anymore.....