the truth that u leave

经过某个朋友的部落格。。
听到这首歌。。这个音乐。。
好听。。好温柔。。

想起你的琴声。。
还悠扬的飘入我耳际。。
好感触。。

actually...what is the truth that u leave?

untitle

dun know put what as a title...
i happy and feel satisfied with what i having rite now...
my life....
i know how shld i go on le...
i'm growing up a bit more le...

from now on...
i want to live wif no blame...
i want to live wif no regret...
i want to live wif what i want...

somethng i dun nid it..
somethng i want it so much...

and i know....

what i want...
i can hv it by myself...
what i no nid....
dun care le...

if really is like that d...
then let it be like that baa....


P/S: is ok if u dun understand this...is totally for myself...
but i think my sis can understand it very well...=P

haha...finish exam d..

YEAH!!!!YEAH!!!!
I FINISH EXAM D!!!!
1st thing i want to do...sleep kao kao...
2nd thing i want to do is sleep kao kao too...
3rd thing i wantto do is still slepp kao kao...
haha....
i so so so happy!!!!
YEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!

bloody day

finally learn bout blood taking la....hehe
so excited yet so scary
coz lecturer say...hv to practise on each other!!!!
lolx....actually i quite scare of needles...
maybe bcoz also kena cucuk when i m young....
so quite scary when listen to that...
haha...but finally i kena cucuk 3 times...
so i thnk i wont scared of that anymore...
hehe...



A memorable for my hand


the 1 who I cucuk is the 1 who cucuk me


our blood....1 of it is mix alrdy....another 1 is mine

miss home...

i dun know why...
started to homesick
i come KL for 2yrs...
this 1st time....
i miss home a lot
i miss mummy..i miss her hand...that always hold me gentlely when i fall
i miss bin bin..who always make me laugh when i unable to smile..
i miss chou zhu..who will always hug me when i nid it so much..
i so regret that i didnt cherish that at all when i have it..
and now..everythings i hv to face myself...
every tough way i hv to gone through by myself...ALONE...
i want to go home..i want to hide inside my little blanket..
sleep nicely...cry nicely...
i want home..
i want my brother....
i want my mummy...
i want daddy..
i dun want in this stupid f***ing world..
so complicated..
every 1...altot how close r u...
u wont know who is enemy....who is fren...
except family...
the only 1 that support u...
NO OTHERS!!!!!!

come bck and nvr turn bck

i know the title is really confusing...
plz forgive me as my english is really not good...paiseh...:P
ok...
whoever got view my facebook know that i going bck to the busy apple again...
busy apple?
my fren know me in sem 2 is busy until which extend....
no time to sleep...
after class is working...
8am go out...12 am reach home...cant find me in hostel except i sick or exam
lolx....
in sem 3...
everone in my house is so surprised that i at home direct after class..
"apple...kenapa u kat sini?""tak keluar kah?"
haha...dun know answer how many time d...
n now...they will have to ask another question..
"...,mana apple pergi??""tak jumpa nya satu hari pun..."
haha..serios...i have ignore lots of thing in this sem...
bcoz of the unusual changes of this sem...
sudden posting...sudden this...sudden that...
untill i hv no time to plan for my stuff....
n now...
i done my planning...
so...busy apple is come bck d...
fren...i will miss u all always..^^
love u all..^^

令我流泪的音乐

梦中的婚礼。。
应该会弹琴的朋友都听过。。。
而我。。今天第一次听。。
流泪了。。。
也不懂为什么。。
好哀伤的旋律。。
好伤心的曲子。。。
然而。。也透露着某种心情。。
某种渴望。。。
我无法把那种感觉形容出来。。。

我此刻的心情很复杂。。
也不懂如何形容。。
很感动。。是唯一我可以口述的形容词。。。